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Thursday, July 17, 2008

My Boss is back to office today....he seem not in a good mood when he step in to the office....i am ready today being scold by him,sometimes i really cannot stand it, i just keep quiet and answer his question, The way he talk to me...just like scream to me...omg...i almost cry at that time but i just held the tears in my eyes ..i knew is my fault....i knew that i am not a professional worker....i cannot fullfilled the promise that u requested earlier.. i am so sorry..i knew this issue happened early March...i already try my best to catch up the things you requested earlier with our Supplier which we always call SSL(Sutera Sanctuary Lodges) ...but until now...they haven't get back to me, This issue is still hanging until now .....what should i do??isn'it my fault???or supplier fault??Actually yesterday Me and my colleauge meet up with SSL Sales Executive - Miss Juliet discuss about the problems that we faced right now ....She also hope that she can help us out with our problems....actually half of the problems is settle down....but boss still unstatisfied with the answer...he want the perfect answer from their side...argh..i am going crazy because of this things.....i hope i can scream loudly in front of the Beach right now to release my stress......

Went to see eyes specialist today Morning...my eyes improve a lot..the scar in my eyes is getting better...the doctor say i done a good job...because i follow all the instruction given by her...put medicine in my eyes for every 3 hours...Thanks god that my eyes is in a good condition now...my sickness is also getting better....i can go to work tomorrow...i am so bored at home..watching tv, blogging at home, surfing net, read people blog,sleep, eat...etc.....not really get used to stay at home only...anyway,is good for me...i can rest more instead of working only...i found out two singaporean Blog yesterday....They are pretty and intelligent...Two of them consider Singapore Top Model...Their blog is interesting...blogging about the Life and so on....i wanna watch fated to Love you Taiwan Drama,but my house internet line is so bad...haiz.....

After the accident happened...i am sick,eyes infection and sore throat too...july is is bad luck month for me...how can it happen to me...stay at home during the weekend...is time for me to get a good rst at home....no more outing and yam cha with friends, i should get a good rest...but kinda bored just stay at home only..went to clinic today to check up my sickness....i got an eyes infection..so, i went to sharon eye clinic & surgery for a check ..The doctor gave me two medicine to put in my eyes...now my eyes getting better...i need to re-check my eyes again on monday...hope everything is ok...my sore throat getting worst...keep coughing all the days....my body temperature getting hot too,this is because i seldom drink much water....pitty me....sick this few days...luckily i get a medical leave from the doctor...she gave me one day rest...monday i will not going to work...take more rest at home...haiz....so bored at home....surf the net,watch astro and watch taiwan drama for whole days....i even sleep until bored.....just hope i can recover as soon as possible....God blees me always~!!!!!

Today Morning i Received a early call from my eldest sister, She told me she pass her exams,wow,Congrats to her...she done a good job....Hurray~!!!she will be graduate next month...That's great, mom give me the opportunity to visit my eldest sister next month , i will attend her graduation ceremony,so Happy~!!!Din See my sis for ages....Hope to see her soon...Wow..Time Flies....is 09th july 2008....i been working at this company for one year already..wow..that's fast...can't imagine ...time pass so fast......i had learn lot of things by myself when i am working at this company...i still remember i work alone for two months...at that times,lots of group coming in..i handle it by myself...work until night time....so stress...Anyway,i gained lots of experience during the busy time...i am happy working in this Korean company because not much staffs inside this company,not much politic.... but i not really like boss attitude...too aggressive and bad temper....not all people can stand it...i think he is lucky to get a staff like me...i never argue with them from the first day i working until now....Sometimes people will ask me,how can u stand ur boss attitude?? i just simply ask...i am a hardcore person...if not...i cannot stand that long......

I am so Bad Luck..Involved in an Car accident on 06th July 2008....Let start my story...i am from Centre Point on the way heading to HSBC Bank...the Traffic light Turn red..so i stop for a while..Suddenly a Nissan Hilux Speed up From backside and Bang my Car, i bang the front car(Toyota Innova)..but luckily the front car not so serious as mine,is just a small crash on the backside of his car...Omg.... i am so panic and shocked at that time...i donno what should i do....Luckily all people inside my car is in a good condition....my head so dizzy at that time...my sister backbone pain a bit maybe because of the strong force from backside....i am so sad at that time...Suddenly those things happen to me....Life is upredictable....everything will happen all the times....This is the first time i cry until my eyes red and my voice also change....The stupid Europen guy really pissed me off...i really wanna punch his head...he is drunk at that time...he keep say the front car wrong...Actually is his false...blame people again,.That stupid guy cannot wait for the police come...so,he just run off and gave me his name card and ask me to find him at his office on the following day..i wanna call police at that time...but i think my mind is blank at that time...i donno what the police station number,luckily got people help me at that time, really thanks so much to them, they help me report to the police and send my car to the police station.. i forgot to get the car plat number at that time..luckily,the Person who drove the Toyota Innova help me to get the car plat number...Really thanks so much to the Teksi uncle and also the Hunter Pub Manager...They are so kind.....Without them, i really donno what should i do...According to the Hunter Pub Manager, The Stupid European Guy always Drunk...Maybe this is not the first time he bang people car....my brand new car is not more than 4 months...is broken like this....so sad......i cn't imagine those things happened to me.... it just like a dream....haiz....luckily that stupid european guy is willing to pay for the damage.....just hope that everything is ok...my car is in the workshop now.....will be inside the workshop for 1 months..haiz....is ok....i think this is the gift from god...advice me not going out all the time..is the time for the car to take a good rest...Lol.....

Dilemma......help me..is out of my mind now....what should i do????i am lost....which one is the best for me..i really donno....hard for me to make decision..yesterday i received a phone call from my friends,so, i went out to have drink with them..actually she wanna introduce a new working palce for me,is a korean travel agent too....omg...but the things is the girl work at my company before for six years, she told me she quit the job here is because of boss crazy attitude and so on...she ask me to leave this company and offer me to work with her at the others korea Travel agent..Actually the korea agent boss is my company boss enemy..Omg...actually is our competitors too....The company also Speciliaze in Mount Climb Tours.....she ask me to give her the answer as soon as possible because the company lack of Staffs...but i really donno how should i do...haiz.....i am going insane.....i feel so bad today and feel so sorry for someone..T_T....I always didn't reply his message....hope he forgive me~

wow..so fast..time flies...month of june is over...busy month had past....let us welcome month of july...luckily this month is not a busy month for me...Happy~~but i am really bored in office now...not much things to do....i can finished those office thingy in one day while there others day i just sitting in front of my comp....day dreaming, surfing net and chit-chat only...sometimes, i prefer busy than bored...haha...but is ok..i will get used to it soon....omg, i am getting fat..i need to start my diet plan this month... i only have Breakfast and lunch and no eating Dinner at night..only have some fruits for my dinner...need to gambateh to reach my goal~~Yeah~~