Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

Confuse...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

March'09 Me....being a retard.....after finished working...camwhor a while before go to bed.......

i am super fulled now,i just finished eating my breakfast..i woke up damn early today morning ....i donno why...woke up around 8:00am in the morning...i don't feel like continue my sleep again ....later i got a big belly...sigh...now i already got a big belly .....can u imagine i eat and sleep again...later i got big belly like pregnant women...i need to lose weight, but the problems is i don't have the time to exercise...all of my time is so tight....i only can go for exercise on wednesday noon time..since i only off on that day....too bad....i am so confuse this few days.....actually i plan to stop my job on may and find another new working environment ...i didn't mention anything yet to my boss...but someone told my boss that i wanna quit my job...so,my boss ask me for a drink and discuss with me....i knew that the salary he gave me is quite high compare to others ,monthly. fixed income for RM2K plus plus......but the problems is sometimes i really cannot stand his attitude....really pissed me off....i was like those iron Women...i can stand until now...i donno i should continue my job or not....really confuse....he was like begging me to ask me continue my job.....he say to me morning time i can have a flexible working hours....i can go work at ten or eleven..depends on me...suddenly he treat me good....don't dare to scold me anymore....i really don't understand why he still want me to continue my work....he say to me is hard to find someone to replace my post...i told him is not hard...maybe you try advertise in the newspaper sure got many people want to work....but he still insist me to work with him....i am speechless...............how should i do???