Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

30th april'09

Thursday, April 30, 2009

is the last day of the months again...so fast babe....i wonder what i have been doing for the past few months??been slacking around ...haha..nop...i am working so hard for this few months......Euu..am i???i guess so...i been working two jobs in a day for 4 months....meaning to say more income for me on this years....i am very happy...but i don't have much time to enjoy and spend my time with my family...


i am superb tired...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009


Today is my off day...i been struggling for this few days...finally is my turn to get a good rest.....I am sick..aih....perioding...so pain~!!! I Just finished eating the korean pill given by my colleauge...i feel better now......i just bought a new cellphone today......Nokia E63.....i been searching around to find a suitable cellphone...finally i got it...it come in two colours....red and blue...i choose the red one....it's look elegant for me....i think i am wasting a lot of money..i shouldn't buy it...but the problems is my old cellphone got lot of problems....sometimes, while talking..the phone will suddenly off....or sometimes messaging....same problems happen again...so hate it..so...at last...i made a good decision...i choose to buy a new chio cellphone....Tehehe~!!!i simply love it.....


Day Tour @ lokkawi wildlife park

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Me....sweating still wanna camwhor..really betahan la...

i am posing like those crazy girl...haha.....

Me and my small sis....sweating like hell but still wanna camwhor......Tehehee~!!

The sisters...can you see the elephant beside us???hahaha....

us again....with the stupid and lousy train...

My sis..Mohsen ( my sister friends) and Me...

LOKKAWI WILDLIFE PARK...

Sorry for the late update...i am pretty busy with my job lately....i am busy walking around to help promote our main products..that is Korean grilled seaweed....every afternoon....we went to some areas and give away those sample of seaweed ....so tiring~ let's talk about my trip last sunday..i went to lokkawi widlife park with my sisters and her friends...oh...i been there for the first time....is pretty hot on that day..i was like sweating again and again....the worst things is i am wearing heels at that time...oOuch.....can you imagine under the hot sun....you are wearing a pairs of high heel and walk around? IS SO PAIN AND SUPERB HOT!!!!!...actually i didn't plan to go there...but my sister friends suddenly change his mind....he doesn't want to shop....so, at last...we decide to bring him there......i think the entrance fees is freaking expensive...what turf!!!!cost me 10 Bucks ...the stupid lousy train cost me RM2 For the lousy tour around.....Euu.....guys...Next time u should't use the train..is wasting your money.....keep move and stop for several times...is better i use my both feets to walk around ....hahaha~!!!!!!


sushi bonanza is great~!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
hey...what's wrong with your hand...you are blocking my way to take pic...haha

The brother and sisters...
my dad is enjoying his food..my mom is busy talking with my big sister...

my sister and me....

lion roars.........

see those foods..so delicious......slurpp....aih...i can't lose my weight again...nothing i can say..i am getting fat now.....

I get this info from my boss brother...he told me he went to warisan square last Monday with his girlfriend...they had their dinner at sushi king,warisan square....... sushi king is doing some promotion for all sushi king members , the promotion start on 20/04/2009 until 23/04/2009.....enjoy all rice based sushi for RM2 only per plate....since today is my off day.i should pamper myself with nice foods~..so i decide to spend my time with my family to have our dinner together.....we went to sushi king...the restaurant just like those market...people is everyway....so crowded....luckily we reaches there on time....after we finished eating..those people qeune up until the halo cafe.....i am super duper fulled.....so hard to breath after finished those foods...can you imagine five of us finished 35 plates of sushi. Costs me RM94.50....i really wanna puke after eating too much....After finished our dinner..we headed to 1 borneo shopping mall....shop again...oOuch....Myphosis again....bought some cloth and pants.....all the items still 50% off....crazy shopaholic.....i am officially broke now..is the time to save money...no more shopping for this months...Tehehe~!!!!gonna stop blogging now..gonna take a good rest.~


one word to describe my feeling today ....TIRED!


One word to decribe my day--------Tired~!!!!!!i am super tired today...went out with my boss brother to do seaweed promotion at lintas plaza...the weather is damn hot outside...i was sweating like....just finished taking shower......Euu....i feel uncomfortable now..wanna back home as soon as possible to take a nice shower....few more minutes to go...so fast....is almost end of month...what turf...time is just keep rooling....there is no way to stop it....i am so lazy doing things for the past few weeks,lazy bump ass me...now i should concentrate more on my work.....Aza Aza fighting~!!!!!

BELIEVE THAT= EVERYDAY IS A GOOD DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The 200th post...

Sunday, April 19, 2009
camwhor camwhor....haha....

say cheese.....Euu..i am so fuggling ugly.....

i am so boring at that time..my colleauge went out to fetch his gf back home.....

blur pic...Euu..

oh yeah...this is my 200 post....i been blogging for 1 years one months i guess...ouch....so long already.....this few days i am so tired...donno why...especially yesterday..i slept overdose....omg...i couldn't believe i slept until 20 in the morning...after finished taking my breakfast , surf the net and chatting for a while and continue my sleep again until 2pm in the afternoon.....then continue my work again start from 4pm until 1am...omg....i am insane...haha....is ok what..i still young what....is the time to earn as much money as i can...don't wait until old.....my boss brother ask me to teach him chinese language...he told me he is willing to pay me RM300.00 Per month as an extra money again....i told him...no problems one...i can teach him everyday...i think i should prepare some materials to teach him....is quite good can work while earning extra income somemore....donno when he wanna start this coarse...for sure..i am not a good teacher in teaching chinese...haha...maybe just simple word can do.....anyway, i will work out my schedule and start teaching him as soon as possible since he is so interested in learning chinese....


i have nothing to blog ....

Friday, April 17, 2009
i am enjoying eating tangerine pudding....hahaha......

Do you want some???eating also want camwhore...haha...luckily no one beside me at that time..if not..they thought i am insane...

Oucch...is really nice.....slurppppppp...........especially the tangerine..so special....acoording to my boss..the oranges is came from jeju island...is my boss hometown....the tangerine is different...some special taste i reckon....so sweet...

I had a nice treat from my boss...he gave me this tangerine pudding for a try....actually is our mart new stock...is just arrive yesterday noon..is so nice...but can u see price..is freaking expensive .......WTF....15.00 Each...i wanna think twice to buy it..can u imagine RM15.00 you can eat lot of meals ...

i woke up damn early today morning...aww..i lurveeeee friday...u know what it because is near to weekends...i can sleep until late in the morning...how nice is it....Tehehe~!!!oh ya...i am pretty boring lately because my colleauge next door resigned yesterday since he got the offer job from airasia ...wow..cool men~..he is pilot babe~!!!!hope he success in his career.....so fast..he is leaving to kuala lumpur on this coming saturday....i also just knew it yesterday from the supervisor....Oouch....now we losing kaki to drink and chit -chat with us during our bored time....hehe....anyway, is nice knowing him in just a short period of time......we got lots of story to talk about.....maybe because he is my junior during my high school time....so,there is similar topics that we can share...anyway,wish him all the best ......gonna quite my post....Tada~!!!!


28 things that girl don't know...

Monday, April 13, 2009


♥Guys hate sluts even though theyhave sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not 'popular' if you've slept with more than 6guys..you're a HOT)


♥Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

♥Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

♥Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

♥Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

♥Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

♥Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

♥Guys get jealous easily.

♥Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

♥Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

♥Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

♥A usual act that proves that the guyl ikes you is when he teases you.

♥Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

♥Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

♥Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

♥When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

♥If a guy starts to talk seriously,listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

♥If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

♥When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

♥When a guy looks at you for longerthan a second, he's definitely thinking something.

♥Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

♥A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

♥Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

♥Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

♥Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

♥If you are going to reject a guy,just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that youa ren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

♥Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

♥When a guy sacrifices his sleep andh ealth just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.



Monday....ZZzzZ...


Monday...i hate monday...i always feel sleepy and tired when it comes to monday....because it start for the new weeks again...Euu....i hate to wake up early on this day...is so hard....feel like continue to sleep again and again...after the long holidays ...don't feel like back to work.......actually not really long..it just 3 days only....i am still in a holidays mood now...haha....i am tired and sleepy this few days...i am not busy or what....but just feel like want to sleep...lazy asss.....Ouch..my eyes is freaking pain ...left eye is bengkak now...aih..so hate it...unbalance eyes...look weird and funny....


happy easter~!!!egg plz...

Sunday, April 12, 2009
i hate this..i look fuggling fat in this pic....too tight....i am so hard to breath after wearing it...haha...don't blame the shirt..actually i am getting fat.....that's why i can't fit in....Sigh.....my tummy so big....like those pregnant women..wtf....i need lose weight .......

i love camwhor..even i am trying some outfits..i still wanna camwhor inside the fitting room....i was like ..inside the fitting room for more than 10 minutes..haha..luckily the salesgirl outside doesn't care about it...i love the jacket..is really cheap..only RM25.00...too bad i can't buy because there is stain on the jacket...i think is hard to wash it off....this is the last one too...so, i just can take pic with it....


Shopping alone...


i love camwhor....while waiting for the traffic light to turn green.....

stuffs that i bought at myphosis @ 1 borneo....

i love kim bab...this one made by our boss wife.....actually they having some party at home..we are invited for the dinner party, but the problems is we are working...so my colleauge bought something from boss house before he come to work..thanks so much~!!!


shopping alone is so boring....haha,,but is ok....i still can buy those things that i want since i get to know from my buddy that myphosis @ 1 borneo is having 50% storewide...hey...myphosis is my favourite brand...i fall in love with this brand since i found it at singapore, it simple and nice,..i remembered i bought two bags, one i bought it myself,another one my sis help me to buy it, two of the bags cost me around RM200....so expensive...now storewide is given 50% off for all items...omg..i was like.....wanna buy all things inside the shop...haha......if i am that rich sure i wanna buy all of it....but i just can sit down dreaming only...i bought one bag and fews accesories..is so cheap..only cost me around RM80 Plus for 4 stuffs...so happy....i wanna buy more stuffs there,maybe some shirts and pants ,but then, i don't have much time to shop..luckily the sales ended end of this months..i still got more time to shop for the entire weeks..TEHEHE~!!


Good Friday...

Friday, April 10, 2009

Today is a special day for me too....been with him for 1 years....how fast is that...thanks for the design...he do it for me...

Such a good day for me....is been so long i never have holidays,Today suppose is public holidays in Sabah, actually we are not having such holidays,since the saloon at down our office need to do some renovation, they want to switch off the electricity for few hours, so, my boss doesn't want to wait so , he decide to give us holidays, hurray~!!how nice is it~~~...so today i was sleeping like piggy ass in my bed...sleep and eat...haha..how good is it....i am so tired and sleepy....later i need to continue my work again at noon time....


6:49am...

Thursday, April 9, 2009
i woke up so early in the morning...wtf...i am awake by my mom....ish.....i just slept at 2 in the morning and she woken me up at 6:49am ...she told me she is going to sandakan with my dad.....and i should send my little brother to work.....i was like so angry in the phone...haha...why call me so early in the morning.....?????but at last i can't continue sleep again because i knew that if i continue my sleep, i am not able to wake up again later,TEHEHE~!! luckily today night is my off day, if not, i will be like those dead fish sitting in the office, too sleepy~there is not much things to do in the office,so boring and sleepy...i wish i have tons of work to do~!!!!!!....i just finished taken my breakfast...i am so freaking fulled right now...i ate xin Ramen ... i love xinRamen very much...but is not good eat everytime....is not good for health ...i just eat for sometimes only.....


blogging at midnight...wtf...


i love banana milk....it come all the ways from korea...so fresh.....it only last for one weeks...peeps out there..who is interested to buy it...feel free to visit the korean supermarket....is really nice...it come with 3 flavour now......original banana milk, Lite banana milk and Strawberry taste banana milk...i alreasy try all...i still like the original banana milk....is really nice...but is expensice too...wtf...

i just back from my work....ouch...i am sweating again....i just finished taking my shower...feel so fresh right now....Aww..i just finished drinking 8 glasses of soju....something wrong with me....i drink nonstop today...luckily i am not drunk...wtf....if drunk...i won't be at home now...haha...when you are sad and feel down...drink alcohol.....help you a lots...release all your stress.....but don't drink until you can't control yourself...like those people drunk like crazy people.....keep vomitting everywhere or pick a fight with someone else ....is really embarassing ......luckily i am not the person like that....i won't say anything while i am drunk...haha , i just keep quite and cool down for a moment..i remembered last brithday i celebrate with my company staffs...is really funny.......i am so drunk until i can't drive back home...wtf..my colleauge sent me home....my mom was like looking at me and asking me where is my car...haha..i was like blur...i told her the car still at lintas...she is a bit angry with me...what????you left your car there........how dare you....haha...the next day i ask my dad fetch me to the place and take the car home...luckily the car is in a good condition ..if not.my mom gonna kill me...Tehehe~!!!!anyway...i gonna stop blogging right now..is around 1:30 am in the morning...i need to wake up early again tomorrow..aih.......


Raining Day....

Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Rain ...Rain ..Rain ..for almost one weeks.....especially during noon time......i hate it when it rain...i am on the way back home.....the heavy pour make me so hard to drive.....i can't see cleary.....when the time i reaches home,the gate is close....i need to go down and open the gate....but the gate is so hard to open....i take sometimes to open it until all my clothes are wet....


hey bloggie ..i am back...don't you miss me???

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
A Flower remind me of someone else...even it is fake....but is mean something to me......


Fatty me....see my round Face.... i need to lose more weight......

i am sweating ...Euu...both of us love camwhor.....haha~!!!!

i been stop blogging for one weeks time...guess what...i am so lazy blogging for this few days....lots of picture i wanna upload but all those pic is inside my laptop......will update those pic once i got the free time....this month is a quiet month ..not much customers coming in to buy at the supermarket....office job is less too....but i can't stand those boringness....once there is nothing to do in office....you will feel sleepy and tired....Boss organize a company trip again on this coming wednesday....they will go to mesilau Nature Resort for 2D1N trip..good thing is more relax for us....haha...we are so bad....i won't join them this time...is so bored la always go to the same place again and again..ZZZZZZZzzzzz....i rather look after the supermarket then join them....This few days i slept late at night.....few days ago , i webcam with my big sister,webcam until early in the morning..around 3 am...Crazy me~.....Euu...my sister is sick of Love, she is crying like hell,Phew~don't just because of one guy you do those stupid thing, is not worth it.,Remember love yourself before loving someone else...The guy is crazy Too....long distance relationship is quite hard i guess....you never know what he or she doing there....is just base on trust only....i miss my colleauge so much....she is moving to kl last weekends....i miss those time i spent with her...is so nice....she always sharing with me her life which she been through...is fantastic lo....she enjoying her life now.....she now having a big holidays.....travel around....i wish i am her...is so nice travel around without worries about work and so on....relaxing your mind too......i hope someday i can be like her..travel around without burden.......


happy april fool~!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
does u fool by someone else???