Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

i am getting confuse of everything..

Friday, July 24, 2009

i am getting confuse of everything....my life..my job....i hate it....


Something new to me...

Friday, July 17, 2009

i am currently learning ubs system for accounting..wtf...i was like..what this....this time i need to focus on it...i will be doing account for my another colleauge..replacing her job...i don't have any experience in this field but i am being force to learn it since my boss doesn't want to hire accountant to do it...i am just start learning it on 15/07/2009......i must learn everything within 1 months time.....damn fast..because my colleauge gonna resign after one month..everything is so new for me...this few days still ok for me because i just learn the simple work such as key in transcations and so on....i will busy again later noon....Aza Aza fighting~!!!i hope i can cope with it as soon as possible......if not....i also donno what i can do....just learning those simple things ..i feel so tired...maybe because i din get a good rest for the past few days...


Things that i must done in this few months before years end...

Monday, July 13, 2009

first of all ..i must get my certificate from england...oh gosh...i need to pay 500 pound in order to get the cert..what turf? certificate also need to pay that much of amount...
Second
, i want to learn Swim...oh...i am a failure...the age of 22 still donno how to swim, how shame am i....i guess all the kids will laughing their ass off when they see me learn swimming...nowadays,those kids life so luxurious....Even learn golf lesson when they are on the ages range from 5-7...Their parents hired a professional coach to teach their children...
Third
, my teeth is in a bad condition....i need to repair it.....since teeth is the most importance part when you are dealing with customers....when you smile to each others..O0OPS..you can see those broken teeth ...it was like...hmm...really ugly!!!
Forth
, i need to lose weight..i notice i am getting fat day by day....my face is getting round day by day.....i always failed to do so...so, this time i must do it....
Fifth, i need to save money..sometimes, i think i am wasted too much money....


DRRROOLLLSSSS...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I am so boring right now,not much things i can do at office, just sit down at office surfing net,chatting and blogging to kill my boredom..i just learnt photoscape from my sis..so cool.....so i took out all those picture before and frame it nicely since i got lots of time to do it....i am freaking nervous right now..tomorrow i will attend the meeting for the foreigner work permit renewal for my company...why always i go for it? suppose my boss is the person to attend the meeting...but at last i been order by my boss to do it...i guess this is the third or forth time to attend this meeting...is freezing cool inside the meeting room while you are facing all those people from various deparment..feel weird while you step in the meeting room...while you sitting there..they keep asking those questions until you can't answer...just like debate inside the room in order to fight back the work permit renewal right for the workers....anyway, god bless me...i hope to get through it smoothly....


My life is miserable..

Wednesday, July 1, 2009
my pic taken by my Ex- colleauge - kyo,i want more and more..i miss her badly....she is such a nice colleauge to me...hope to see her soon.....i will wait for airasia cheap fare to Korea~!!!

Time flies...is 1st of july 2009...half years just passed...i wonder what i had done for the past few months...travel also not much because i don't have much time for holidays...i am so busy in my life..actually i am not that busy..just i am busy working day long...from morning until night for 15 hours..can u imagine i done it for 6 months....bravo~ i am proud of myself...but my face is getting dule and my dark circle is getting darker day by day....i am so tired....i am already tired with my working life but something appear make me more tired....i hate those tiredness ...i hope to stop everything ...i doesn't want anything at all...but i can't..because this called life...