Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

Experiences...

Sunday, September 6, 2009

oh gosh...such a long time i didn't update my blog...now i got the time blogging since i stop my night job...finally i can get a good rest....i been working two jobs a day...day and night continuosly for about eight months...really tiring...i am happy i learnt something new...actually i am proud of myself,when i was 16 or 17....having a long holidays for about two months...i search for a job in order to get extra income ,so,i start working at a department store at tong's department...working as a Promoters...i am so happy to get a part time job there and that was my first time working in department store...i am so happy working with my colleauges...i learnt lot of things...every school holidays..i will find some part time job...i been working in various department store..such as servay hypermarket, tong's department..The hardest job i had encountered in my life is working in a small orchard centre...i am actually helping my dad staffs...they lack of staffs ..so i went there for a help,can you imagine i wore those kampung wear and wear a cap,wore a boots fill up the soil inside the plastic bag under the sun...i been working for 2 months...but i am happy working with all the aunty and uncle..at least i get something and i learnt something which i never learn before..i remembered i been bitten by the scorpio once while i am working...they quickly send me to the hospital for a treatment..i was crying nonstop,both of my legs are shaking and turn greenish....i can"t describe the pain ..sometimes i think back those experience i gained ....wow..just like superwomen..haha....


when you are facing something that is hard to solve...

Friday, August 14, 2009

when you are facing something is hard to solve..what should you do with it?i had encountered lots of difficulties in the past few weeks....something just bump into me in a sudden...i can't imagine this happened to me...i really hate it when i knew everything...is just like fooling me around for so long...and i was just innocent...i doesn't know anything about it....really pissed me off when i get to know everything...something is really killing me...until i turn into a hot temper person...is just not me....everything is changes....i can''t imagine that is me....shouting and talking like not one business..who care..so what??i can't understand why those human can do those things without thinking people feeling....don't they satisfied with their life??they owned something but i could't understand why they still can find others...i really donno what are they thinking....i guess i should get rid everything..start my new life.....no point arguing with those matter which is not worth....is only making you tired every now and then....


New hair cut..new lifestyle...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

captured the latest look of me....

i been busy for the last few weeks until i can't update my blog...i been working and travelling around..now then i got the time to update my blog...i just done my hair cut last few weeks...i need some changes in my life...i want something new and i always failed to do all the things which i promise myself to do it before years of end...is no point saying...i must do it!!!


i am getting confuse of everything..

Friday, July 24, 2009
i am getting confuse of everything....my life..my job....i hate it....


Something new to me...

Friday, July 17, 2009
i am currently learning ubs system for accounting..wtf...i was like..what this....this time i need to focus on it...i will be doing account for my another colleauge..replacing her job...i don't have any experience in this field but i am being force to learn it since my boss doesn't want to hire accountant to do it...i am just start learning it on 15/07/2009......i must learn everything within 1 months time.....damn fast..because my colleauge gonna resign after one month..everything is so new for me...this few days still ok for me because i just learn the simple work such as key in transcations and so on....i will busy again later noon....Aza Aza fighting~!!!i hope i can cope with it as soon as possible......if not....i also donno what i can do....just learning those simple things ..i feel so tired...maybe because i din get a good rest for the past few days...


Things that i must done in this few months before years end...

Monday, July 13, 2009
first of all ..i must get my certificate from england...oh gosh...i need to pay 500 pound in order to get the cert..what turf? certificate also need to pay that much of amount...
Second
, i want to learn Swim...oh...i am a failure...the age of 22 still donno how to swim, how shame am i....i guess all the kids will laughing their ass off when they see me learn swimming...nowadays,those kids life so luxurious....Even learn golf lesson when they are on the ages range from 5-7...Their parents hired a professional coach to teach their children...
Third
, my teeth is in a bad condition....i need to repair it.....since teeth is the most importance part when you are dealing with customers....when you smile to each others..O0OPS..you can see those broken teeth ...it was like...hmm...really ugly!!!
Forth
, i need to lose weight..i notice i am getting fat day by day....my face is getting round day by day.....i always failed to do so...so, this time i must do it....
Fifth, i need to save money..sometimes, i think i am wasted too much money....


DRRROOLLLSSSS...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I am so boring right now,not much things i can do at office, just sit down at office surfing net,chatting and blogging to kill my boredom..i just learnt photoscape from my sis..so cool.....so i took out all those picture before and frame it nicely since i got lots of time to do it....i am freaking nervous right now..tomorrow i will attend the meeting for the foreigner work permit renewal for my company...why always i go for it? suppose my boss is the person to attend the meeting...but at last i been order by my boss to do it...i guess this is the third or forth time to attend this meeting...is freezing cool inside the meeting room while you are facing all those people from various deparment..feel weird while you step in the meeting room...while you sitting there..they keep asking those questions until you can't answer...just like debate inside the room in order to fight back the work permit renewal right for the workers....anyway, god bless me...i hope to get through it smoothly....